Steadfast

Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Psalm 51:10 NIV

I'm not very steadfast these days. Between the loss of my mother and the car accident (and subsequent fallout) I've been more than a little off sorts. And I've definitely not been anything resembling steadfast, except in my resolve to not get lost in it all.

It's in these times I know that God is carrying me even if I don't know it. I have to believe and have hope that he is working good in me even through these rough times. In fact, I eagerly await what he wants me to learn through all this, if anything.

So yes my prayer is that of the Psalmist. Create in me Lord. Renew my spirit. Help me keep moving forward.